revelation

Posted by on Feb 5, 2008 in insomnia files | 4 Comments

sometimes it visits us at odd hours, in surprising guises, sneaking up and tapping us on the shoulder with its groucho marx glasses in place and whispering all sneaky-like into our ears while we're in the midst of doing something totally silly and slapdash… but whenever wisdom deigns to sneak on through, I feel we ...

random life stuff

Posted by on Jan 28, 2008 in insomnia files | 3 Comments

twice in the last few days I've had people remark to me on how I'm always moving, work hard, etc.– this from random  folks who have no real stake one way or another in flattering or insulting or really passing any sort of judgment– they're just commenting on something that looks weird and noteworthy to ...

random pet stuff

Posted by on Jan 28, 2008 in insomnia files, pets | 3 Comments

I was just lying here in bed, browsing around the neighborhood, with charlie tuna purring away on my shoulder as is customary, when in barged iggy for some pets and love. this is his m.o.– he's queenly and standoffish until he's ready and then by golly you'd better be ready. for several years this only ...

bad belly stew

Posted by on Jan 21, 2008 in insomnia files | One Comment

ingredients: too much pasta, just prior to bed: wolfed one weekend of sheer avoidance 6-8 issues with no apparent solution stacks of unopened mail one more monday looming proper emulsification depends critically on knowing and then repeating to yourself exactly what you really should be doing, while not doing it. slosh & ferment. wake at ...

retro animation delight

Posted by on Jan 18, 2008 in insomnia files | No Comments

(okay, I'm going crazy on the youtube tonight, I know… but really what would insomnia be without youtube? a lot less diverting. actually, I'd probably sleep more.) St James Infirmary Blues (song only) Read and post comments | Send to a friend

life as a gas-guzzler

Posted by on Jan 15, 2008 in insomnia files | No Comments

who's driving this thing, anyway?? oh, right. it's me. so what's with all the swerves and cul-de-sacs? I've heard that some people actually call up triple-A ahead of time and get triptiks so they know where all the construction is so they can avoid it. I've heard that some people actually, yknow, plan their course. ...

the avoidance two-step

Posted by on Jan 7, 2008 in insomnia files | One Comment

it's back and forth and round and round I go. some things get accomplished, some things accrete, and I circumnavigate them. I wake up again and again in the middle of the night and read and write words with no particular path or agenda. refuse to evaluate relative success too closely. have meaningful conversations with ...

homeowner to-do list

Posted by on Mar 18, 2005 in insomnia files | No Comments

3:30 a.m., post-bath. – connect roof vent tube to bathroom vent, reconnect fan – back bedroom: paint walls, floors, closets; put in low cupboards on eaves closets, built in shelving above; put rods in closets proper – stairway: runner; shelves? – fix up basement front room for a workspace: add shelving; paint walls, ceiling, floor; ...

an ode

Posted by on Mar 11, 2005 in insomnia files | One Comment

oh, laptop, how I love thee. when my body is exhausted, joints sore with insomnia, susceptible to chill, sneezing and blowing, but the racket in my brain sprung in small hours won’t kindly shut up, I can lie most pleasantly abed, muffled in flannel, propped by pillows, and give vent to the odd bits I ...